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  Kiss Heaven Goodbye

  TASMINA PERRY

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  Copyright © 2010 Tasmina Perry

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  First published as an Ebook by Headline Publishing Group in 2010

  All characters in this publication are fictitious and any resemblance

  to real persons, living or dead, is purely coincidental.

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  Table of Contents

  Title Page

  Copyright Page

  Dedication

  Part One

  Chapter 1

  Chapter 2

  Chapter 3

  Chapter 4

  Chapter 5

  Chapter 6

  Chapter 7

  Chapter 8

  Chapter 9

  Chapter 10

  Chapter 11

  Part Two

  Chapter 12

  Chapter 13

  Chapter 14

  Chapter 15

  Chapter 16

  Chapter 17

  Chapter 18

  Chapter 19

  Chapter 20

  Chapter 21

  Chapter 22

  Chapter 23

  Chapter 24

  Chapter 25

  Chapter 26

  Chapter 27

  Chapter 28

  Chapter 29

  Chapter 30

  Chapter 31

  Chapter 32

  Chapter 33

  Chapter 34

  Chapter 35

  Chapter 36

  Chapter 37

  Chapter 38

  Chapter 39

  Chapter 40

  Chapter 41

  Chapter 42

  Chapter 43

  Chapter 44

  Chapter 45

  Chapter 46

  Chapter 47

  Chapter 48

  Chapter 49

  Chapter 50

  Chapter 51

  Chapter 52

  Chapter 53

  Chapter 54

  Chapter 55

  Chapter 56

  Chapter 57

  Chapter 58

  Chapter 59

  Chapter 60

  Chapter 61

  Chapter 62

  Chapter 63

  Chapter 64

  Chapter 65

  Chapter 66

  Chapter 67

  Chapter 68

  Chapter 69

  Chapter 70

  Chapter 71

  Chapter 72

  Chapter 73

  Chapter 74

  Chapter 75

  Part Three

  Chapter 76

  Chapter 77

  Chapter 78

  Acknowledgements

  By Tasmina Perry

  Daddy’s Girls

  Gold Diggers

  Guilty Pleasures

  Original Sin

  Kiss Heaven Goodbye

  This one’s for my sister

  Prologue

  Summer 2010, Manhattan

  He couldn’t sleep. How could he? Nobody could rest with such a weight hanging over their head. Miles Ashford turned over and looked at the red digital numbers of his bedside clock: 3.45 a.m. He had taken a Xanax at midnight; it hadn’t even made him drowsy. Had it been only twelve hours since his attorney Michael Marshall had called, telling him that a detective inspector from the Royal Bahamas Police Force wanted to question him?

  Miles sat up and reached for his cigarettes, hoping it would do something to relieve the anxiety – an emotion he was unused to. A man as successful as Miles Ashford had not got where he was today without being able to handle extreme pressure; he just didn’t get rattled. Not when his $500 million residential project had to be shelved in Dubai last year. Not when the banks were breathing down his neck after the collapse of Lehman Brothers. Not even when he had run into a Kosovan gangster when he had tried to buy a series of brothels in London’s Soho. All those things were just setbacks, concerns or irritations. This . . . well, this was different.

  He swung his legs off the bed and reached for his navy silk robe, pulling it tightly around his body before walking through to his study. It was Miles’ favourite room in his Fifth Avenue duplex, with a huge bay window that looked out on to Central Park. After dark, it resembled a black hole in the heart of the city. Whoever coined the expression ‘the dead of night’ was thinking of 3.45 a.m. in NYC. Even in the city that never sleeps, this sliver of time after the party people had gone to bed and the early risers – the market traders, the workaholic Wall Street tycoons – had not yet started their day was a moment that was eerie and still.

  Miles didn’t turn on the light, content to just gaze out on to the city, letting the darkness and silence soothe him. He closed his eyes and immediately felt himself transported back to the island. For a second, his memory of that night was so clear he could almost smell the sea air, the pineapple bushes, the mangrove. Growing up, Angel Cay had been his Eden, a private pirate island to explore and to run wild in, rich with imagination and adventures. But not any more, not now.

  He turned from the window and sat at his desk. His empire spanned a dozen industries and six continents, yet the glass surface of his work station was remarkably uncluttered. In two hours’ time it would be set for breakfast by his butler Stevens and the world’s most influential newspapers would be in a neat pile ready for him to read. But now it just contained a stack of contracts, a phone, a copy of Fortune magazine and a small desk lamp which finally, reluctantly, he turned on. Blinking in the yellow light, he picked up the sleek black phone and dialled his attorney.

  ‘Miles,’ said Michael Marshall. Not a question; the lawyer was used to being woken up at this hour by his employer. Strictly speaking, of course, Michael wasn’t just Miles’ lawyer. Michael Marshall was his fixer. Miles’ father Robert had once had such a man in his employment: Dick Donovan, a super-efficient, can-do sort of fellow, the kind of man you’d trust with your most intimate business. Robert used to ambiguously refer to Dick as ‘my man’, and when a teenage Miles had once asked Dick what his specific role was in the family company, Dick had simply replied that he was his father’s fixer. Miles had liked the phrase; just the right balance of subterfuge and security. Now, of course, Miles Ashford had his own fixer. He also had an army of Harvard- and Cambridge-educated lawyers working for him in his business affairs department who dealt with the complicated mergers and acquisitions and the endless tedious contract work associated with a company of that size. The more sensitive matters were dealt with by Michael. Michael was his personal guard dog.

  ‘This isn’t going to go away, is it?’ asked Miles. He didn’t need to spell it out to Michael; there was only one thing on both their minds that night.

  The attorney paused. ‘Fifty-fifty,’ he replied cautiously. ‘I spoke to the assistant commissioner in Nassau when you left the office. He’s sympathetic, but they can’t turn a blind eye to what’s been uncov
ered.’

  Miles nodded. It was as he feared. ‘Then set up another meeting with that officer from the Central Detective Unit for me.’

  Marshall paused for thought. ‘I can stall him, give us a little space to do our own investigations?’

  ‘No,’ said Miles. ‘We should meet it head on. Tell him I’ll go back to Angel Cay.’ Despite his anxiety, Miles Ashford was a man of action. Sitting around worrying didn’t suit him.

  ‘As you wish. I’ll set it up as soon as possible. Anything else?’

  Miles hesitated. There were some things he hadn’t shared with even his most trusted aide, but now the day had come, he wasn’t going to face it alone.

  ‘You need to make arrangements for some others to be present too,’ he said. ‘Other people are involved, and if I’m going back to the island, they’re coming with me.’

  He was careful that his voice showed no trace of emotion to his employee. There was a time when Miles knew little about self-discipline and control, when he had always given in to anger and impulse. But time, experience and necessity had changed that.

  There was a long pause at the other end of the line.

  ‘Miles, what is this? I can only help you if you tell me everything. ’

  ‘There’s time for that tomorrow. I’ll fill you in on the plane.’

  Marshall took a deep breath. It wasn’t the first time Miles had made an unusual request, after all. ‘OK. What other people?’

  ‘Alex Doyle, Grace Ashford and Sasha Sinclair,’ he said in a low, steady voice, knowing that Michael would recognise the names immediately; anyone would. They were three of the most well-known names in the world, names that stood for fame and wealth and influence on an international stage.

  ‘Your sister shouldn’t be too much of a problem to get to the island,’ began the fixer, ‘but the other two . . .’

  ‘Find a way,’ said Miles flatly. ‘I don’t pay you to see problems, I pay you to find solutions. Make it happen.’

  He hung up the phone. It had suddenly become warm in the office and he pulled open his robe to let some air on to his skin. Miles tried to picture them, imagine their expressions when Michael called them and gave them the news. He found he could not. All he could see was their faces on the beach that night, the night which had changed all their lives for ever. He turned his chair back towards the window. Now, in the desk lamp’s glow, the city had disappeared, replaced only by Miles Ashford’s reflection, pale and ghostly. It was time to go back.

  Part One

  1

  Summer 1990, Angel Cay, the Bahamas

  ‘You’re going to dinner dressed like that?’

  Grace Ashford looked down at her denim Capri pants and French navy T-shirt and frowned at her best friend Sarah Brayfield.

  ‘What’s wrong?’

  It was what she wore for dinner every night, with flip-flops and a ponytail. How was she supposed to turn up for dinner – in a ball gown and five-inch heels? It wasn’t like they were dining at Langan’s; they were on holiday, and although Architectural Digest had just called her father’s Caribbean bolt-hole ‘the most idyllic private island in the Bahamas’, the reality was it was just low-key and relaxed.

  ‘What’s wrong?’ asked Sarah with a dramatic arch of her eyebrow. ‘What’s wrong is that we’ve been on a paradise island for one week now and you have made precisely zero progress with Boy Wonder. We need drastic action. And, more importantly, we need cleavage.’

  Grace groaned. Sarah had always been very dramatic. Throughout their entire time at Bristol University her friend had toyed with the idea of being an actress before six job offers on the milk round had made her swap her plans for RADA for law college, declaring cheerfully that she was going to ‘sell out’.

  Fearing that the night ahead might take an embarrassing turn, Grace realised that it had been a mistake to tell her indiscreet, theatrical flatmate about her secret lust for Alex Doyle, her brother Miles’ best friend – especially when they were all holidaying on the Ashfords’ private island at the same time: Miles to celebrate the end of A levels and his time at her own alma mater Danehurst School; herself to recover from the late nights and academic rigours of Finals.

  Traditionally, Grace had always gone out of her way to avoid spending time with her brother and his friends. Even as a young child, she had always found Miles to be arrogant and underhand, and the people he chose to hang around with were much the same.

  That was until he had brought home Alex last summer. Alex Doyle, with his spectacular good looks, sexy northern accent and poet-boy broodiness, was like a cross between the lead in a sixties French movie – Alain Delon perhaps – and John Taylor from Duran Duran, on whom she still nursed a secret crush. She hadn’t meant to fall for Alex – after all, he was three years her junior – but ever since he had visited her in Bristol and followed it up with the letter she kept stashed away in her diary, she had felt the attraction was mutual. Or was it? She wasn’t sure and she certainly didn’t want Sarah tarting her up and making a fool out of her.

  ‘Action? Cleavage?’ She grinned at her friend. ‘I’m the host this week, remember. It’s bad form to go seducing house guests.’

  Sarah began touching up her own make-up in the big gilt mirror. ‘I’d hardly call your feeble attempts at pulling him seduction. The most you’ve said to him in the last three days is pass me a pineapple, despite him mooning around you for days.’

  Grace felt a jolt of excitement. ‘Has he? When?’

  ‘Didn’t you see him down on the rocks with his top off? I know I did, but he only had eyes for you, more’s the pity.’

  Sarah turned to Grace and pouted.‘In the words of Disraeli, action may not bring you happiness. But there is no happiness without action. You have to be bolder. Sit next to him at dinner. I want plans made for the holiday. Arrange to go up to Leeds or wherever it is he’s from. Invite him to London. A gig. He’s into music, isn’t he? Find out from Miles who he likes and get tickets, anything to get him on his own. Seduction is really quite simple you know. Especially when you wear this.’

  ‘Are you sure you should be going to law college? I think Sandhurst might be more appropriate.’

  Sarah flung open the wicker wardrobe and pulled out a piece of leopard-print chiffon.

  ‘What’s that?’

  ‘Put it on,’ she instructed.

  ‘It’s see-through!’

  Her friend’s lip curled upwards in triumph. ‘My point exactly.’

  Grace hesitated before taking the kaftan from Sarah, wishing she could be more like her friend, the product of unmarried ‘resting’ children’s TV presenters who had brought up their daughter to have a voice, a cause and cast-iron self-belief that she could do anything or be anybody she wanted to be.

  Grace’s parents on the other hand had given their daughter every material advantage. But the very wealth that had allowed it had drawn Grace into rather than out of her shell. She didn’t like attracting attention to herself. She’d spent a lifetime hearing people whispering about her when helicopters dropped her off at school or her father’s chauffeured Bentley picked her up from friends’ houses. She’d hated it and as a result she liked to blend in.

  Get a grip, she told herself, squashing down the disappointment she had felt all week. You’ve got a first-class degree; you can get an eighteen-year-old to snog you.

  She was surprised as she caught her reflection in the mirror. It wasn’t half bad. The kaftan was short and sheer and had a deep V-neck with topaz-coloured beads around it. The colour made her skin look more tanned and her long, thick hair more tawny, and the narrow silhouette added inches to her height. Five feet nine but not in a willowy way, Grace had wide shoulders from sports: lacrosse and netball. Sturdy was how her father frequently, painfully, referred to her, as if he was describing an oak tree, but the light chiffon had draped itself over her curves in an elegant and flattering way.

  ‘Very Sharon Stone.’ Sarah nodded appreciatively.

  ‘Wi
lma Flintstone, more like.’

  She tried to pull down the kaftan a few inches to hide more of her thighs. ‘Heck, it’s short. I’m not sure my legs are good enough for something this mini.’

  ‘Nothing a bit of blusher can’t sort out,’ replied Sarah thoughtfully.

  She knelt down and started daubing long streaks of bronzer down the outside of Grace’s thigh.

  ‘What are you doing?’ shrieked Grace.

  ‘Slimming your legs by optical illusion, of course.’

  ‘Well, well. What’s going on down there?’

  Grace looked up to see her friends Freya Nicholls and Gabby Devlin at the door. They were both wearing tiny string bikinis, and barely-there sarongs were wrapped around their concave waists.

  ‘Just a little enhancement,’ said Sarah, unfazed by the girls’ disapproving looks.

  Gabby flopped on to the bed, leaving dampness on the coverlet, while Freya pulled a bottle of Moët and another of Kir from her beach bag. Freya had a job lined up at the Lynn Franks PR agency in London as soon as they got back to the UK, and already she had older, more sophisticated tastes than the rest of them. The four girls were unlikely friends – according to Sarah, Freya and Gabby had dispensed with a sense of humour when they discovered that their stunning good looks were all they needed to carry themselves through life. But the two of them had taken Grace under their wing on their first day at Danehurst when she was lost and homesick, and they were sworn best friends for life by the time Grace realised they had almost nothing in common. And when they had followed Grace to Bristol to attend the polytechnic, it had seemed wrong to do anything else but invite them to live with her in the four-bedroom house in Clifton that her father had bought for her time at uni.